s.h.e :)

Wednesday, September 7

Im wayyyy tired & Im hardly surviving.
and I still need to work alllll the way till next friday.
SOBS.

I realize I could be meaner den I tot I will be
but mebbe Ive seen too much, made too much mistakes, to even believe in some humans from venus.
even with all the sincereity and constant attention - Im sorry. u just made me more pissed, and I just couldn't be bothered.
it'll be a fun chat if Im involved. when im not, it's just interview & interrogation.
and too bad - it's e latter.

I marvled at the now-47kg RuiEn

Quoted - "Ppl who don't have 2b on screen, don't torture urself for e sake of being vain! God! It's so stupid! For us, it's ur obligation. It determines how much we earn. But 4 ppl not in the industry, no!!! WHYYYY??? It's torturous, you know?"

lol. It's not to the stage of torture.
cuz no matter how paranoid I can on this issue, I still spoil myself =)
besides,
now - Im just torturing myself for the bet.
=D

ruien rox!

___lia

s.h.e girls
;11:21 PM