s.h.e :)

Thursday, June 9

I feel so useless at times.
groans.

I love singing. but Im not good at it, to say the least.
I dunwanna b dat bitch petty, but it hurts me all e time when my dad praised my sis' good singing.
he went one step further tonite - he commented, ahqi, ur voice, no matter wad, cant be compared to jie.
I know he's being frank. that's the truth. I totally agree.
But I cant help e tears from falling.

I love dancing even more.
But I dun even dare 2 join Foreign Bodies - they're all pros.
I'll definitely be inferior, with my average dance skills.

Why am I not even good at e things I love?
I cant sing & dance.
I feel like Im talent-less.
I tot everyone will have a talent. But I duno wad's mine.
I know I shd get tis going on & strive even harder.

But I just feel so useless I wanna cry more. groans.

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s.h.e girls
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