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Monday, May 9

havent been blogging in awhile.

work was great now =) but so darn angry at myself 4 scheduling tis friday 4 work - There's Jam & Hop & now I cant go!!! -,- shall make it for e 10 june right? lols cant wait.. though it's still farrr away.

feel so full now, I wanna vomit. was helping qiang ge chugged down 2 big spoonfuls of laksa - he & ken was competing over who 2 finish it first - both of em cant eat spicy stuffs. LOUSY. hee~! well in e end qiang won hands down - he himself was perspiring lk crazy~ lol

pondering abt certain stuffs which made me think - hmm.. it's been long since I had that feeling. If I aint in my situation now, wad will I be? who'll b e one who'll made me happy yet sad? For one, it's so hard 2 comprehend e reason behind that, but I guess it's blind - wad to do? As for e other party, I sure do hope she forgets him.. there'll be hurt. continuing on & on.. ouches.

Im great in this situation now, but at times I just feel so vulnerable.. so afraid of any major changes in my life that may bring me from stagnant to danger. ahhs.. Im thinking too much. once again I told myself to keep looking at e present. no past. hahas.

ahhs.. I still have 2 more hours to go, and I think Im left with nothing to do. awww!!!

___ lia

s.h.e girls
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