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quarrelled wif liang early in da morning.. 12++ am... he was bu shuang tat im going out wif keith later at nitez.. yes~ i admit i was wrong.. i shouldn't mit another guy when i haf a bf on vday.. yapz.. initially, i wanted to dine wif him.. however, he's lk bo chap.. beri reluctant to go out.. while keith... made reservations.. did all the preparations.. if i ps keith n ask him cancel the reservation abit pai lo.. i told liang abt it.. he din understand.. he tot his unwillingness is an excuse for mi to go out wif keith. see.. tink la..wld u b happier to go out wif sumone full of enthusiasm or sumone who's not willing at all? yah so wad he's my bf? did he treat mi as his gal? where's the rose? where's the dinner? where's the sparks? aniwae, i was planning for a breakup todae.. tat explains all...
but wad abt him going out wif a gal ytd? a gal who's interested in him.. n he's not even close wif? he's so selfish.. i cant do the tings which he can do.. wadeva.. forget it.. it's gonna b over soon..
din go sch todae.. pon.. pai ar lia.. ps u ar.. too tired.. din slp well last nitez.. went to mit lia at MRT pass her admin cards.. den go home.. rest n studie for tml's AFA ICA.. den to mit liang.. he passed mi an unwrapped gift, a top from roxy.. n mi... passed him tat breakup letter.. it was in chinese..a read it out for him.. tat gonna b the last ting i'm gonna do for him.. after reading.. his expression was the same.. NO REACTION AT ALL!! gosh.. i asked him if he haf aniting on mind.. he said the same old ting.. "u realli dun deserve mi.. im a total flirt.. u deserve a beta one.. we r not suitable for wach other" he asked,"realli no more frenz? lidat u'll lose a fren noe?" i replied,"i've got no loss" my voice was firm.. however, i din mean it.. i dun mind being frenz.. but will he treat mi jus lk frenz? wld history repeat itself? i rather not take the risk n beat ard the bush again. yes, we're no longer fren animore.. i wanna start everyting afresh.. get all my piorities rite.. get my kind of life back. freedom n carefree is all i wan! we went our own ways..
went to mit keith.. at city hall MRT.. he bought mi a bunch of tulips!!!! whoOhoo... nice! heex.. his 1st time buying a bouquet.. walked ard.. den to the restaurant, pedals.. a shatec attachment restaurant.. his fren all dere.. pai sia.. oki la.. nice meal.. costing abt $150.. heex.. had a nice time wif him.. the meal was not bad too.. wine's not too bad too.. but i dunno howta appreciate.. heex.. cos of the ICA, he sent mi home early.. heex.. ma gave him ang pao!!!sia la~ so gd.. heex..
great Vday.. wif great company.. thx dude~
15 Feb 2005
busy busy busy.. piles n piles of projects.... argghh!!! help.. stayed back till quite late.. n i was hungry lk hell.. my mind cant realli work well wif an empty stomach.. was toking rubbish dere.. den boon gave mi tt or jiao expression! hahaz.. pai la~
online when i got home.. was toking to keith n yun.. yong liang text mi on msn oso.. i din reply.. yong liang's nick was "MISS huiping, PIGGY's shoulder is so NICE to lean On ......mesmerized my yuling's angle voice ....Pek sounds like JACKY CHANG ..." f**k him! he's so jerky! wth.. told keith abt it.. he said dere's still a prob btw us.. we're lk trying to spite each other.. making each other jealous.. he's half rite.. yong liang is doing so.. im not.. he's trying to spite mi.. keith adviced mi to let nature takes its course.. true.. hahaz..
was listening to yes933.. heard a beri gd verse.. it says.. letting go.. is not failure to a relationship.. but a chance to gif oneself a better route to travel on.. heex.. meaningful wor.. i'll rem tat verse.. den heard a beri FAMILIAR name.. wif a beri FAMILIAR voice on air.. hahahahhahahaz.. it was lia!!!!!!!! toking abt patching n stuffs.. i wanted to col in.. but sianz.. dun feel lk toking so much.. who noes lia did!!! hahahz... lia den called mi after tat.. i was lk.. hey u nv dedicate songs for mi!!!!! hahaz.. keith asked mi to call 933 complain.. hahahz.. he hor.. anihow.. lia n mi was so enthu sia.. hey guys... i've recorded.. c'mon bribe mi tml.. heex...
dz ar dz.. if u weren't listening.. i repeat wad lin zhi had said to u la hor.. heex..
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