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Sunday, January 2

why muz it rain whenever im down? the rain adds to it! i hate rainy daez.. i din even get to see the sun for the whole of todae! damn it! feeling damn lousy.. haizz.. the earth is changing.. it's oredi january! n it's still raining.. as if it's year end.. wad's happening? i certainly dun wan my birthday to b a rainy dae! hey guys! anyone who sees tis blog~ pray for mi kkz? pray tat it will not rain on 11 jan! hahaz.. *i'm hinting*
liang sms mi last nitez.. asking if i had my makan.. was swt but.. i tot of the breaking up.. told him not to treat mi so nicely.. or i'll b extremely sad if we do.. we stopped smsing.. until later at nitez.. while i was asleep.. was too tired.. he sms mi.. saying," i care for u kkz.. take care nitez" *touched* opps! some stranger is outside my hse! argh~ hack him! hmm.. whr haf i stopped? ahahz.. oki.. yah as i said i was touched.. on the other hand, i din wan him to b tat nice when we dun even noe we r parting anot.. n i tink tat if we continue to contact at tis point in time.. i mite influence his tinking.. on wad he realli wans.. so i've suggested tat we sldn't contact till he has an answer.. whether to break or not.. tell mi.. n not to kip mi waiting in vain.. he agreed..
chatted wif kenny.. in msn.. he tinks he's not in da wrong aftyer reading my blog.. hmm.. mebbe i was too da xiao jie le.. felt so sorry.. mms liang.. our pic n apologiesed again... *sad*
mummy asked a beri weird qns.. asked mi if i got xin shi (problems) n questioned mi who im close wif in klass.. she tot is kenny... cos he's the onli guy fren she's met! hahaz.. di~ i close wif u mahx? she oso asked if im seeing any guys! i oso dunno howta ans those qns.. i said no.. cos i myself is unsure of it.. if im still gonna continue or to break up.. heng ar! after tat she starts toking abt no gd to haf a bf at tis age.. all frenz beta! wah~ tat mummy ar.. trying to trick mi ar.. hahaz.. den mi n mummy n daddy n ah ma.. went shopping at robinsons.. din bring my hp along.. left it in the car.. we had fish & co. my rashes starts itching after tat! gosh! i had sotong & prawns! i've 4got! sldn't had ordered tat.. argh! ugly! red patches all over my arm.. yucks! so er xin sia! kaoz.. argh!
on my wae home, saw ping's sms.. heex.. he's so nice.. asked how i'm feeling n stuffs.. hmm.. he's not tat bad after all la huh.. hahaz.. aiyah~ last time no feeling towards him mahx.. den he wooing mi.. he sway lo.. heex.. now knowing tat he got gf le.. so different response lo.. hahaz.. jus checked my frenster n msn.. to my surprised! fu qiang add mi!!! whoO!!! im feeling high! he still regard mi as his fren! *happie* thou din haf a chance to tok to him in msn.. he's awae.. but still whoO! i din expect it.. n mi n qin was jus toking abt him the other dae.. heEx.. miz him!
cold cold tonite.. hmm.. finger tips lk frozen lidat.. heex.. the colour of my hand so pale sia.. lk no more red blood cells.. al white cells.. hahaz.. crapz!
kkz la.. enuff of crapz.. i was listening to jazz while blogging.. was listening to fly away by corrine may & desperado by emi fugita.. SHE, BJP w/o pai.. n JQK w/o Q, u all can try la.. feel great! in fact, jazz goes well in ani occasion.. ani where.. ani time.. i love jazz!
*continued* i was chatting in msn wif yun.. rio..kenny.. n marki.. hahaz.. so happie to chat wif yun.. seems lk we're sitting in the same boat.. facing abt the same kinda prob.. hahaz.. had a great time chatting wif her.. pengz' she told mi liang sae mi hand nice to hold.. my skin beri smooth all tis! wah kaoz.. damn pai lo! bleahx' i dunno wadta reply sia.. sia la! den rio came online.. he damn f**k up! he cursed us tat we will break! n sae wad after break le den will haf chance to woo mi! wth! even if break, i mite not choose him lo.. so confident sia.. den i was lk.. the more u wan mi to break, the more i dun wanna break. but tat isnt up to mi to decide. it depends alot on fate n the other party.. hmm.. and as for marki.. heEx.. another person to go out wif.. heex.. he jus asked mi if i can ask mi out 1 dae.. cos he tot liang s a possessive one.. hahaz.. sillyz him.. kip teasing mi.. on liang being jealous over keith! kaoz.. he damn... *toot* hhahaz.. almost everytime tok to him.. he will ask mi if i got tok to keith notz.. haiyoz! so notti tat boi.. n for kenny.... hahahahz.... jie wan tat sista-in-law di!!! hahaz.. sae like her in a swt manner oredi? whahahahaz... pengz'

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