true luv dun exist! onli for certain pple who dun cherish wad dey haf now!
i hate being luv.. neither do i lk loving sumone whom dun luv mi wholeheartedly. wad can i do?
im weird.. pple who luv mi wholeheartedly.. i dun luv dem as much.. had been tinking abt those faithful ex of mine.. but does tt mean i still luv dem? NO ! tinking doesnt mean missing.. n so wad if i miss? wad leads me to miss dem? it's the life now.. tat makes mi miss dem.. cos im not feeling as good as b4..
wad to expect in a relationship? a man to luv mi... who wouldn't tink of hurting mi..
hahaz.. y do i sound so pessimistic? i dun nid to b loved aniwae..
i am wad i am.. i am independent.. n i sld b..
i sld b wad i used to b.. von~ u said u hate hyprocrites.. den y r u one?
y r u faking it? i hate myself for being one.. life's lidat, i guess...
after living for 19 whole yrs.. den i realised... life is jus an act........

-von-

*continued* heex.. jus came back from suntec.. went shopping wif mummy daddy n ah ma.. heex.. long time nv go shop wif dem le.. feels so gd.. lk tis type of family gathering.. heex.. luv my ah ma! mummy n daddy!!! hahahaz..so weird ar.. my moody swing so fast.. one moment sadist.. one moment happie.. no la~ im not lidat de.. jus tt b4 i go out.. i was toking to sumone.. den.. i feel so relieved after tat.. thx pal! i feel tat my old self is coming back! the da xiao jie, confident n independent mi!!! heex.. i wanna b myself.. heex..

-same old brand new von-