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Monday, January 17

rio found out tat im single again.. but i dare not let him noe.. i dunno y..i'm jus too embaressed to tell pple tat all my relationships wun last long? or am i afraid tat he'll woo mi again? hahaz.. i dunno..
he's nice.. JC level.. now taking degree in business law.. stable job @ UOB.. kind to animal.. luvs children.. christian.. pleasant character etc.. but none interest mi..
met liang last nitez.. for abt 10 odd mins.. he wanted to mit.. so we chatted at my void deck.. seems to be like.... lost for words.. as compared to the past.. i was acting beri diao.. but actualli inside mi.. i'm not lidat.. i wanna tell him how i'm feeling.. but jus cant speak up.. we're now like strangers.. familiar strangers.. (zhui shou xi de mo shen ren- elva xiao) he... trying to find topic.. he asked if i drank wif ping the other dae.. i was lk.. hmm? how u noe sia? ping told u? he said,"nope.. i read ur blog" he's still reading my blog... he cares.. he wanna noe wad's up in my life.. opps! wonder if he's reading tis.. hmm.. den i shan't tok much abt how i feel.. bleahx' after tat.. i got home.. n felt my back pain.. i strained my back! oh no! im getting old.... *sob sob* im growing to be more n more like my godfather! sia la.. but he more jia6.. his back prob... is realli bad.. to the extent tat even the type of shoe he wears would affect his back! poor ting.. he's was due to overdoing when gym.. but i ytd nv do aniting.. y pain sia?! arggh.. told my ma abt it tis morning.. den she was like.. "told u dun go out so late rite? see la the ghost make de!" pengz' damn sianz sia.. upon hearing all tis rubbish early in da morning! i went out the hse immendiately.. tat's y im damn early todae.. heex..
actualli todae wanna gym de.. during tat 6hrs break.. but... gel go JB mit sen.. mi n lia.. lazy.. bleahx' hahaz.. den go lia's hse or or instead! hahaz.. shiokyz.. but still tired.. after tat go back ach for lec.. haizz... i tink our click dispersing sia.. all go own wae le.. JQK- owaez together.. xiang- alone.. haizz.. boon n jo- gay.. SHE- 1 nv cum all nv cum.. all for one one for all! BJP- aunty everytime go watch door.. like sumting missing sia.. like.. we r going our own wae le! i dun wan.. i wan last time those fun n unity! opps! i missed my yin yue ri ji!!!!! kaoz!
*continued* was toking to ping again.. he lk got prob sia.. listening to his prob.. i tink he still cares for yun... sld b still haf a little feeling for her ba.. thou he denied.. n said dey r impossible le.. haizz.. dunno wad's on his tiny mind! mebbe it's too tiny to haf tink of how gud yun is! haahaz.. tok hafwae.. ma kip interrupting!!!! fed up sia!!! kip wanting mi to makan n haf liang cha!! arggh! as if tml drink will die! arggh! pek chek sia!! sumtimes she's over-concern abt my well-being.. i dun like it.. I'M 19 !!! I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!! is it the older i grow.. the more she worrie?! kaozz!! it's over 1230am le.. past my bedtime le.. nitez... gonna slp soon b4 sum wang ba dan start nagging at mi.. bleahx'

-von luvs liang-

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