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Thursday, January 13

ive gone crazy!!!! feeling moody.. out of a sudden! for no reasons.. kaoz! hate it!!! arggh!!
another nite home alone.. ma n pa went out again... mummy n daddy at bangkok.. wondering y not next week.. den it'll b great! haizzz.... jus now went ah ma hse.. tok to her in a rude manner.. at ah ma hse.. see my guppies kip giving birth.. so mani of dem.. beri pek chek sia! why sia?! normally i'll b beri happie when dey gif birth..haizz.. wah! my attitude sux sia! hate myself! to the core!!! i tink im those xtreme type.. when i like myself, i'll b beri zi lian.. when i dislike a certain part of mi, i'll hate myself to the core! wad the *tOot* wad m i doing? kaoz..
forget abt tat.. xiang's ex gf is coming back from Australia.. xiang still haf feelings for her? hmm... dunno lehss.. we were toking abt tat.. i cant rem when either todae or ytd.. gel was like.. how can u sae tis?! lia.. eeh.. tink no reaction lehss.. i din sae aniting.. but was kinda happie for him.. hmm... sia la!~ wad's on my mind? by right, i sldn't.. it's like.. now xiang haf gal le.. but kinda lk his ex.. hmmm...... no no no!! cannot.. but i was lidat the last time..
rem shi xiang? my ex.. i like him when i was sec 2.. he's the beri 1st person whom i put my heart n soul in.. he was beri different as compared to now..

PAST: - so gentleman
- handsome!
- kind to animals
- dun smoke much.. even if he does.. he wun do it in front of mi..
- mischievous
- cute
- cheeky
- fun to b wif..
- clever.. express 2nd klass!
- beng but still got cure.. heex..
- homely man!

NOW: - not a gentleman at all! still wanna borrow $ from mi!
- not as handsome cos got tatoos all over!!
- smoking more n more!! going to die soon.. his voice changed totally!
- not as cute.. mischievous n cheeky le..
- mouthful of vulgarities!!! arggh! *pUkE*
- demoted to N.A. drop out after N levels.. now serving NS.. real life example.. dun copy pls! gone case!
- BENG n beyond help!
- dun seems to care abt his family.. dun even noe ting happened at home!

tat's him! y i like tis stoopid typical beng so much sia?! now i find him so irritating.. but..i jus like him den.. i dun even noe y.. luv is blind ba~ i took mani years to get over him.. over tis.. good-for-nothing bum! since sec 2 to sec 5! 3 yrs!!! can u imagine?
yah.. in between.. i haf bfs.. but the onli one inside.. is onli him.. how can i do tis? tis is luv ba.. i cant stop loving him... den..... tat was then...........

-von luvs liang-

s.h.e girls
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