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Monday, January 17

New week le.

I spent my wkend.. sat watching the final esipodes of QIANG WEI ZI LIAN~ I cried in every espiode!!! was wondering why I can cry so much watching a show when in real life, I dun cry anymore. but well... smth von said did made me cry. Upon hearing it, I felt so empty. everything seems so unreal, I seem so isolated. I cried & tried 2 recall wad exatly happened.. den realize I am really confused. And wad done is already done, so I've got no choice but to stay put. sigh.

so I busied myself workin on sun. 12plus den reach hm. Qiang Wei finish le.. damn sad =( Loves kui!!!! Im going 2 get my life back on track I guess. work.. towards nite go back shop.. he no longer make me whoohoo! den I c him with a cigarette in his hand.. I felt totally.... duno lehs. I juz dun notice him liao. tao yan nan ren... >_<

went floras blog c if she stil bitch on me. hahahah. guess.. I shd stay away from nw. she nv bitch le. but she wrote 1 whole story.. on some doubledate ba. she & her dear who app is ok again, dezheng.. n a girl call claire? I really like e name. Claire. sigh.

damnation. I duno y Im feeelin jealous that they went out, why dere's a claire with him now, y flora can click with claire so much n hate me, why....................

I feel lk crying. booo. nonononono, I cant get back 2 e old ahqi.

SOB.

s.h.e girls
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