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But somehow.. I had hardened myself against it. I knew e following poison words will follow.. and I wore that shield of commandents ying taught me. Poison words indeed. "I hate you to the core..." . "ur good friend oso say smth (bad) about u." . "ANYWAY there are tons of girls for me too... ur not the only one.." . And he ended it nicely with a "fuck off." woah~ He laughed LOL.. when he told me abt flora n other ppl - my good friends - are talking abt me. I know wad is it. those bitch, two-timer.. all tis. sigh.
he only felt that he's e one suffering. he never understands. and I guess he never will - 2 yrs le. -shakes head- I was just speed readin thru his msn - no point readin every word and hurting myself so much. well.. that's it, I guess. I finally got out of e smelly hole, ying =D her way of description is cute. lol. he kept harpin on abt me & darren when there's nothing, when e person leavin me msg is kenny but he says its darren. assumptions....
It's e end. Once again, why does it have 2 end tis way? but anw.. earthquakes always end this way I guess. lol. For once.. Im not going to b hurt anymore. I was. But i am going to get out of this. All along.. fine, my fault. I two-timed, I got my deserts, my retributions, and e consequences now I accepted it. People thinks bad of me - I cant help it. cuz I was once like tis. even those who are my good friends - well, too bad. I lost some friends. if friendship is strong, they will stil b my friends even though they may not lk me for tis. if they disregard me totally now, den it aint any worth. It's not e end of e world yet. I will survive well. without u.
now Im going 2 name u. lol. thank u kennypang. for that .. 2hr of scoldin? lol.. thank u, idiot.
out tml =D
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