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Wednesday, November 24

yOzz.. like so long din blog le sia~ not dun wanna blog.. is cant blog out!! wanted to go swimming.. but the sky half dark half bright.. so maO dun! argh~ beta not take the risk.. exercise at home oso can.. hahaz.. jus now climb the stairs to home.. wah~ 14 floor sia! i tink too long nv exercise le.. was panting away! phew~
oOh yah~ angel~ no more secrets.. no more surprise~ told dem all le.. i cant kip gud news for too long.. cant wait for sch reopen.. onli left kenny n xiang haben sae.. heyeex.. kenny not dun wanna tell u.. is din get a chance to see u.. in msn~ kkz? heex.. the news is............ i found u guys a jie fu~ col him jie fu when see him kkz? hahahz.. he is yong liang.. xiang's fren.. oso my prince.. my dar dar.. my dear.. my baO bei.. my everyting.... he's beri nice.. sweet.. cute n everyting.. heex.. luv him lotsS..
the whole ting goes like tis.. i was feeling beri down.. cos at work din do beri well.. at home kanna ma nag.. haizz.. feel beri moody on the 13th nov.. so i met him out at ECP after work.. go munch~ go tok.. go see stars.. whahahahz.. he's so cute.. he came prepared.. bringing mat.. n jacket.. knowing i wld nid dem.. heex.. lying dere.. by the seaside.. wif the sea breeze.. watching the stars shine.. as time passed.. the temperature lowered... feeling cold.. he hugged mi.. i was like oH my.. wad sld i do now? gosh! ! din noe how to react but to stay beri still.. i tot.. dun panic von~ mebbe it's jus a fren hug.. hugged him back.. oOh my god! wad am i doing? nvm.. den... we decided to go home.. we walked along the beach... he held my hand.. the feeling was gud.. i din like *PukE* get off!!.. mebbe i've fallen for him? indeed.. sparks flew~ tat feeling was special.. it's beyond description..
as we walked to the nearest stop.. in my mind i wanted to ask him.. wad does it mean by holding hands.. but tat speedy fella.. asked mi 1st~ i was pai~ pai seh i mean.. i kept replying i dunno to avoid the awkwardness.. at the same time.. he voiced out.. from the time we bcum frens till now.. is beri short.. it's not even a month yet.. i tot yah hor.. or is it jus puppy luv? i tink it's not.. he said,"if u r not sure, u can let go of my hand anytime u wan" i held on tite... back home den i sms him.. saying.. "i wanna continue holding ur hand" i dun wanna let go.. i wanna hold him tite..
it may sound abit dramatic.. hahaz.. i felt like the lead actress in his show.. he made mi dream.. he showed mi the meaning of happiness.. a pure, true and healthy relationship.. hope everyting wld not end..

-von-

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