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Tuesday, November 9

work today is very interesting. LOL. Jenny's back - finally. But she's sick. poor thing.. see her feeling so horrible. den matthias is due 2 work tml as his industrial attachment. Of cuz this drives Desiree up e wall - had not seen her so boiling mad 4 long already. She had been complaining all day having to work with her idiot. I feared e whole month ahead - it'll be war in AP. groans.

Desiree went 2 another shop.. din bring her phone along. Den that dealer Ari keeps calling!!! lookin 4 Tan - not here. Keong - supposed 2 but aint here! I was so bz yet i cant leave 2 reach desi.. so finally Ari gave me e orders he wan. I hate it when e dealers dunwan to talk 2 me juz cuz they tink I cant handle. harlow!?!? so I went up e store.. took all e quilt cover sets.. always run down cuz of phonecalls. dere's so many doris' phonecall - I cant stand her! keep repeatin lk crazy! Felt so mentally drained out =(

keong finally came - when roger oso will come (-__-'' den keong picked up a call saying I had given e wrong silk screen 2 a customer just now. GROANS!!!!!! dat customer lives in marine parade =( aint in e mood 2 get back here too. damn. I was real bz so I took it from e wrong rack.. sob. den I went upstairs take stuffs.. so I asked keong if it'll b possible 2 deliver to e customer.... he told me take e address den he'll stop by her hse deliver. keong told me 2 "shhh.." dun tell desiree/ anyone abt tis mistake. I was... really touched in some ways. LOL. keong's bit fierce at times but pretty nice really. den today he showed that he's really nice~!!! so roger came & he'll deliver e goods instead. den haahaha.. damn funny. He was lk tellin roger "stil got things to take........." den led him 2 e back room to tell him abt e extra delivery. like all so "pa ka" sia.. eheh.. very kan dong~ though keong married le stil everytime go friendster c his first gf I feel very *toot* but he's nice~ heheh..

Im so tired now.. my eyes R closing. I really din wan 2 tink so much anymore. Perhaps Im thinking way out of the way - ppl dun tink of me that way. Perhaps they do. but this tells that... I've done wrong b4, in my heart there's tis barrier that kept reminding me of e past even though I wan 2 forgive myself. and it's hard 2 deal with everything now. sigh.

someone said 2 me yst "u still have us." dunno why.. sound so touching. and I was touched.. =) I'll be good.

s.h.e girls
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