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Wednesday, November 3

I felt so damn down juz now. den it's ok now. I dun like this type of mood fluctuation lehs! hmmpphz.. lol. but Im glad Im feelin ok now =D had a chat with him juz now. felt so resigned.. so given up. I tot if one really likes u he will really wait for u unconditionally and not complain?

but I realized: ahqi.. that's in TV shows. lol. in reality, it's not. There's this guy who aint any smarter den me (hahahaha!) but able to scold me but yet knowledge me on e situation, and solved e knot in my heart. "stupid lah.. of coz can wait den wait la. If suddenly c nice girl cuz will wad wad.. if u can take it easy b4 he change hard den good la.. but den if not .. den u just have to let him go lors.. not say u can tie him like that.." so I did understood. and he did agreed - to wait for me. till 1 day he buai tahan.. den he will go off. Wad if he likes another girl b4 I went back? wad if I like another guy instead? wad if we enjoy singlehood so much we dunwan each other anymore? wahahha.. all this are so many what ifs.. that's e future. that wil be casted aside =D be more optmistic. ok. haaha..

and this means.... I really need 2 find some way to go down XXX to buy XXX. kao.. when can I dig e time? uugghh.. if only I dun work now. but need money!!! groans.. how how how? very very very fan. how am I going to..... sigh. buy other stuffs I dunwan. I see that one sure nice de... ahyos!

e guy who aint any smarter den me - oso nv tell u tink of me u tink too much la =p stupid. ahaahha.. i dun care u better start treatin me good instead of suan me.. hahaha! guai la =( hehe.. but.. thanks la.

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