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Thursday, October 7

whoo~ gotta blog b4 von floods this. wahahha.. nah. Felt so long nv blog though it's just 1 nite. Had great fun with noi.. felt happy - had not enjoyed in some time. We just sang n sang for 9 whole hrs - from 7.30pm to 4.30am =D sadly, their stupid system' down so alot of new songs dun have. Not even a single FIR.. jielun new songs oso no.. so kao. sigh. but we had fun! hehee.. I sing Energy's You Better Not Come Home den I get real hyped! keep jumpin n rappin all da way~ whoooo!!!! lol.. I even sang 我是真的真的真的很爱你 sia. Had loadsa time wad. jerry's cute =p somehow.. e song did not affect me as much le.

slp only 2hours. Im dying for a good sleep now.. groans

today in school, there's moments which makes me think. First - e way Angel just had her tears built up when she read sen's msg abt him being lonely. It's e ..... my mind is really accelerating with so much thoughts. I was amazed.. and touched by e love they shared. They were really loving - like they are ready 2 marry within, say, 2 years. von n I are defintiely not ready. lol.. It's touching to c e scene, honestly. It really makes an impact in me - how? I dunno how to describe..... um.... but .... angel, ur great, u know? u are so lucky u found sen. and he's lucky he found u. I really wish u 2 happiness - can I use e word, von? I dunno.... but anw - I really wish u 2 happiness forever =D *hugs*

Second - our chat b4 lecture. It's abt boon boon this time. His O and C. angel n von says I keep siding boon but somehow - that's cuz I knew exactly wad he's going thru! lol. He's really troubled this time, and .... indeed things are getting complicated already. He needs to make a decision FAST. Let's see, boon.

C has been (on/off) liking u for the past 5 years.
She treats u REAL good. She really likes u.
u matters a lot to her.. I assume out de.
u and her clicks well!

O is e special girl u have e real impt feelings for.
but she may not click as well as u and C.
Like Angel says, she is e "selfish" one to make u wait..
she is "new" to all tis - but tis is not a factor la
she likes u alot too. u know that right?

So the thing now is... which are e good points and which R e bad? and e impt point now is.... um.. boon, why did u had to take me as a bad example? lol. now - e wrong thing is done. Some *ahem* things are done with C. so somehow... u needa... take... responsibility.........

angel n von were all worked up talking abt it. I see poor boon being so confused. I realized I had placed myself in e position again. I felt pricked - I felt hurt. C does love boon. why? she's not being open-minded to do *ahem* things with boon. bt cuz she likes him, thus she is willin 2 b with him even though they are not proper bf gf. AND. if boon dun choose C in e end...... I will definitely know e hurt she will feel. Ouch.

I was silly.. got so carried away. talking abt giving up both n everything.. den I argued and in e end angel concluded, things turned out v well for me cuz dz forgives me instead. And even if 我原谅不了我 I still must continue on la! I forgot that I said not to think abt the hurt ben casted on me.. lol. Life now is pretty ok, Im surviving well without him. =) well........ read his blog just now - he said smth lk, going to give her all he can. He got her 2b his new gf le? well.... good he's happy. I refuse 2 acknowledge e prick in my heart. He lives his own life. No matter wad, once we knew each other. he happy... can la.

blogged instead of callin dz. den juz nw he called me complain. sia la.... sigh. that fella...

s.h.e girls
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