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tis mornin I woke up & just a thought occurred 2 me. had benedict matters alot to me? I guess he did, I THINK.. but somehow why din I cry at all when he made me sad or angry yst, or e last time? when it comes to dezheng.. I cried lk crazy. Even abt kenny, I had cried umpteen times. but never had I shed a tear for ben. So does my tears & e importance of e person in my heart have any connection? lol.. I wonder.
went 2 dezheng's blog. Read le.. lk feel so empty & sad. he went out with another girl - wah, even faster den me. hehe.. but it felt not good at all. juz lk my distrastous date yst.. sigh. He missed me.. he went cineleisure, saw e spiderman thing.. and.. ahyos! sigh. why things become like that.. but.... no turning back?
went work. I think jenny is so good.. she's lk my 2nd mother. I can talk to her abt everything, & she is so nice 2 me! told her even abt e date yst.. she totally understands. In a way, Im like her. sigh.. I juz pray hard I wun lead the bad life she is in now. and I hope.. she dun tink so much. just now at work.. I was starin into space.. den she chuckled, and said to me, "thinkin of ur exbf ah?" lol.. I think, den she see me she oso tink den she oso sad. ahyos!
tot abt dz & our past. tot alot cuz we got 2yrs plus of past. hahaha.. tot abt ben, e difference btw yst and e other time when we were out. -smiles- sometimes I got really sad abt all tis.. I wan cry. but... I wan ren. cuz everytime tis type of feeling come, Im outside, how to cry? wahahah.. actually now, dz & I seem 2b lk friends, & Im glad. really really glad =D me and kenny lk oso can talk le.. whoo~!!!
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