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Friday, October 1

tao yan la~ very e fan lehs. dunwan fan la!!

I wan talk 2 him sia! wan be friends back again. and his pattern sia, I know he wan me to make e first move. i tink I try liao lors. but e reaction he gimme is he lk dunwan talk to me. waaaa..... wad do u wan me to do sia~! I read his blog tis mornin den lk... his feelin never gone ma? waaaa.... den wad can I do? i wan talk to him, i wan cal him my ah boy. but mebbe it can never b possible oso. sia la.. i typed an email to him. but i got no guts to click SEND. mebbe he wun wanna read, mebbe he read le heck it. den I'll be damn heartbroken. ahyos!! wad can I do la? let nature take its course, as usual. kao.

I come home den lk tis liao.. bit quiet, so full of tots. wen ah, y ur yaohui have to injure~ or we'll b chillin in town instead of me at home thinkin so much. sob sob.

I idiot idiot go friendster click on him. he wrote in his "who I want 2 meet" as "want to meet e girl of my dreams. where thou are u." DUNWAN THINK! so wad if u indeed are his....... it's all over ahqi. Just get over it, u idiot. stop wondering how he is living.

but e ah boy matter is not over. I wan 2 do smth abt it instead of sittin back. but wad can i do la! ahyos... mind clogged up liao. hate it hate it hate it. hmmpphz

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