s.h.e :)

Saturday, October 23

Back home finally! Miss my mom, jie.. and my home! lol..

Chalet was great =D

The Goods
- being with friends! It's so great fun!
- celebratin angel & joanne's bday. man, they were so touched =p heh.. and us 3 took a pic - von & I kissed angel on e cheeks. LOL. first time I kissed girl sia =p hehe..
- 2nd nite: our BOX IN A BOX game! =p I actually kena twice! so unfair =( lol.. e first is 2 eat wasabi. For me - someone who does not even eat chilli los.. I muz eat a sandwichful of wasabi! sob.. luckily they spared me.. I bit it, swallowed some & spitted e rest out =D 2nd dare: it's supposed 2b an outdoor dare, but cuz it's rainin they changed a dare for me. And e dare's lk... *paiseh* los. lol.. I muz sit on e chair & jack ( he wan peek @ e next dare, kena caught so he kena dared 2 ) muz suck e poker card that's placed on my mouth. so...... damn funny, cuz e poker cant b sucked up! felt so helpless.. haha.. den they said, can bite up instead. eheh.. everyone juz had fun & played wild - dancin, doing silly things... great great fun
- playin bowlin at nite.. though I sucks. haha

The Bads
- the breakup. sigh.
- rainin durin e 2nd day.. everytime walk in e rain, den so damn cold.
- angel not joinin us second day
- played pool 2nd day afternoon. played den wandered ard, cuz got abit sick of it, plus... not in e mood. sigh. sucks at it. was at e stage of "I sucks at pool. den I sucks at bowling. Im such a loser," at some times. groans
- not enough sleep. I had only less den 1hr of slp e first nite, den 4hr in second
- no place slp =( I both nights in e living room los... den oso cold.
- money fly away......... hahah

after bookin out today, we went 2 town. we went 2 town - me von jack des kenny qiang boon gilbert.. all of us were dressed in shorts & tees.. so unglam, but still~ lol.. did real silly stuffs. had lunch, von & I lk having feast! haha.. eat so much, den cannot finish we keep feedin e chicken 2 e guys =p den we went 2 catch movie. on our way walkin 2 cine, I saw ppl distributin balloons - heart-shaped, red colour de, on GOT HEART campaign. I went forward took e balloon from them Den I realized that e guys oso! Heh.. all except boon & von lors. Den realized only us 17 years old de all take e balloon =p sia la! Heeh.. den we siao siao, take photos with e balloons all tis. LOL. Went to watch THE LADYKILLER. That show.. I dunno how to describe. I was cursing it cuz I wasted my 8.50bucks, shd have watch e sammi & andy show. I fell aslp at e 1st hour of e movie! Heh.. den e story.. it’s supposed 2b a comedy, but it’s a twisted kinda comedy, honestly! I myself laughed, bt I was bewildered and ridiculed by the kind of comedy. Lol. Not realty “totally” wasted my $8.50, but it’s not very efficiently spent. Heh..

Went ard zombieing ard.. den left 5 of us - qiang Kenny jack von me. we stood in front of paragon, e GUCCI dere & took photos! Ahaha.. damn silly.. I.. asked Kenny take photo together. =p we are on……. Better terms now. =D of cuz… I can’t expect ah boy 2b back, but I'm glad for wad there is now. he even can tease me now. haha.. e time we played bowling, he urged qiang 2 jia you 2 win me. idiot =p hahah..

Alrights. Avoiding this issue in my heart. E breakup. I guess I am really lucky, that e chalet is here, it helps me 2 take my mind off it. But now that chalet is over, I am going 2b focusin on other things. He turned ard n said he cant forgive me, and dumped me. My pals sided him & thinks I'm a bitch. So… yeah it’s my fault. No use thinking so much now, cuz I had committed e crime. And that even though I really did changed, ppl dun accept e changed u. *shrugs* I guess I knew that premonition will come – that even though I'm single yet again, there aint a chance for me 2 continue e Cinderella story. Cuz Cinderella only exist in fairy tale, e reality aint so.. lol. Abit too much of an imagination here.

But it’s ok. I'm fightin this battle now. Life is ups and downs. I'm in e downs, I'm going 2 pull myself up. It’s hard.. but soon e tears will have to stop. The heartaches too.. ahqi, jia you wor!

P/S: u know, angel & von. I really really appreciate e care & concern, & e hugs. U guys said few words, but I know u care, & I'm thankful u guys are here for me. lurve ya! Muacks muacks muacks!

s.h.e girls
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