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Saturday, October 16

Letting Go

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.

It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.

Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing.

It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear,

And it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.

Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,

And doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.

It's not giving in or giving up.

Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.

To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and to move on.

It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.

Letting go is accepting.It is learning and experiencing and growing.

To let go is to be thankful for the experience that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow.

It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will have soon again.

Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.

Letting go is growing up.

It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.

To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and to set yourself free.

Got that paragraph from ying's blog. she's tinking abt hao.. sigh. Read seriously - found it meaningful. Had I let go? I guess I had. I din wan 2 forget - no one can make me forget cuz it's e memories I had, no one takes it away from me. but I had let go, I guess. I moved on. had he? I wonder.. I tink he had. But yet... ahh, nvm.

sadness plugged me. hate it. why shd I!?! Lol. stat's over.. when it's over Im lk damn happy - econs n stats r e toughest 2 glad it's over. so much so I wanna get outta my hse on sat - but turned out dezheng's not free. he ... sigh dunwan complain le. sick of it. he tonite go mar hse ton.. so tml wil b tired.

why shd I b complaining? I tot everythin had changed for e better? I tot he changed for e better liao! or am I really expecting too much? no lehs.. or am I focusing too much on him? but he's my bf of cuz I shd focus on him! when it comes to one day when I give up focusing on him and lead my own life, den we will just be like b4. no use being together. *toot*

that kenneth lk so good sia.. called von & everything - den von now =D looking at her smile when his call came. so sweet. den angel's oso dere hopping abt when she hao lian her sen sent her good luck sms. LOL. I...... shut up lo. den my jie msg me to tel me JIA YOU. got jie better den nothing. hoho. I mean.. i dunwan 2 compare & all tis. all this sucks. yet.. I liao he needs his time with friends. but!!!! whole day nv msg me cuz he playin bball with mar lors! *toot* I.... nvm. no mood le. dunwan tink le.

tml will be a better day. - a saturday stuck home. groans. It got to be a better day!

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