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Angel said, I still like Benedict. Do I? I din know.. But I did admit, I really did like him b4. But... *crushed* read his blog yst.. new girl in his life, I guess. When I read about it, I turned.... silent. My heart seemed to sink.. Im not with him, so why shd I? But I guess it's e fact - that Im just another girl in his life b4, I guess. Within 1 mth.. he like another girl. I cant b selfish too, I got my bf, I cant expect him 2 love me forever, that's ridiciluous. But.... in e end it almost means that.... I was forgotten. Not his dream girl. Mebbe I once was, but I was replaced. I just felt so empty.
But I guess.. this is a good way for me 2 really forget him. But ... why must it be in this way? No use crying over it now n thinking why is he just lk e others.. now I dunwan it b over but it's also over. no use broodin I guess. von's cute though, keep saying "Benedict is a baddie!!!" in her book review, he was. so she used it 2 describe this guy - he was my sweetie in e past. He was e one who clicks with me so much. e one with e lame jokes, my dao mingsi...... *poof* buai buai~ Im getting over u. u aint worth it.
n I din think my book review went well today. well.... boy left e moment I was going to present. I was, wth! I felt that .... oks, I know I said anger. but when I saw him leaving, my heart sank. He din wan 2 face me 2 e extent that he din even wan 2 see me present? I was..... I really surrender. he may have reasons, but it aint so coincidental. i really wouldnt know wad 2 do anymore. He's running away.. I cant do anything. He hurt me oso hurt till dunno wad le.. let him b.
kao.. why so down de entry?! lol.. I guess I shd cheer up abit. I wan 2 get over all tis. Surrendin to reality le.. xiang talked abt a chalet after exams!!! yet another one!?! lol.. but great! As long as it's fun, I like it =D
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