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Monday, October 18

Was listening to liu luo yin’s ting shuo.. on 933.. haiz.. was thinking abt him again… I recalled the time when we go back to GM.. to take our O levels result slip.. saw him.. holding on to a gal’s handbag.. n I knew it.. I know wad’s going on.. I know wad happened.. I know he had forgotten mi..
Sad was wad I am tat time.. Jus 2 months b4.. he said he still luvs mi.. and tat he 4get mi in jus 8 weeks…. Since then… frens telling mi about his stuffs.. he n his new gf.. yah.. new gf.. wad I can do is onli to ting shuo… he din wanna contact mi… I jus had to ting shuo.. I dun wan to ting shuo.. wo yao ting ta shuo… months passed… a year passed…. Wo hai zai ting shuo…
Was chatting with lia jus now.. was talking about the past.. tot of ben… tot of his family.. tot of the wae he teased mi.. tot of the wae he expressed himself.. tot of the times we studied together.. tot of the teddy bear biscuit.. the small sorrie he wrote on a piece of a4 size paper.. and…. Forget it.. lia n angel… I gonna admit.. I was missing him.. I wanted to mit him so badly.. I wanna tok to him so badly.. I wanna sms him so badly… thou I’m desperate.. but I wun.. I haf my own pride.. I wan him to initiate.. I noe it’s impossible.. haiz.. forget it.. it’s over.. I try not to tink… tat’s y I’m tinking of so mani other guys now… gud or bad… but none can ever replace the special space in my heart where he resides.. Lia.. dun tink so much kkz.. it’s not ur fault tat I tink of him.. dun worrie.. I’m alrite.. forget it.. it’s all over.. von~ stop tinking le.. it’s over~ suan le.. I gonna studie le..

-von-

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