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Sunday, October 17

why am I feeling this way? dear.. I dunno if ur laziness took over u again =p or u r still reading this. wahah..

lately I had been thinkin... why like that huh? last wk is u tink, this week I tink. I guess last wk, u convinced me that ur still gonna continue loving me, so I was, =D .. and if u put it in a crude way to say it, Im all abt u now, no other ppl. so Im focusing all on u. and thus e many complaints and nagging.. ya know? I hate it when I scolded u, esp yst on msn, e more I say e more I cant stop. I feel just lk flora - darren's gf, who keeps naggin at him. I even chatted with flora n she taught me 2 kb more =p wahahah..

I hate 2 do all e nagging. but u know I fear u going back 2 b4, ya know? u know me, I need attention, ur attention, my dear. dun just snub me e whole day like u did years ago... now u try tink in my shoes, ok? yst our msn chat.. after I managed 2 cheer up, u said, "u are finally not angry le, hehe.." and den? u disappeared! I mean, to me of cuz I will think it as, u coax me le den run away dunwan care le. *stamps feet* dun like this la...... I dun care if Im sa jiao-ing. wahaha.. I dunwan u treat me like tis!

yst msg u oso nv reply. den find out ah sheng they all go ur hse ton. stupid. u see, I hate myself for kb abt all tis little little things - it gets on my nerves! but my dear..... u b good lehs. u dun always make me jealous can or nt? it's always ur bball.. i go kb find u den u go and play bball (-__-'' nv msg me e whole day cuz u and mar play bball whole day. den it's ur friends lors.. of cuz u can go play play all u like, but u dun with em till u forget me lehs!!! I with von they all I oso wil tink of u de lors, den u like, with them le u heck care me. u tao yan lehs! *kicks* den still say, monday u tell mar they all acc u go c doc. oks los... so u just go with em lors. see! den me this gf no use de.. idiot.

juz nw ur msg very cute. go ard "umm.. ahh.. dunno wad 2 say. Just to say I love u. hehe" u know, u sound damn silly lors! wahahhaah.. ur so idiotic.. -kicks- u made me feel so @&$^%!(&* somtimes..

n u know my dear? u lately say things very very very very cruel. say me singing bad, say me look ugly in e photo........... no one is perfect oks!!!! HMMPPHZ!!!

s.h.e girls
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