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Friday, October 1

nah actually I dun wanna 回到过去 now la.. Life shd be good now =D It's often one of my favourite songs of jielun. Thinking abt going to his concert I damn damn damn HAPPY! =) hehe..

I guess I am those kinda ppl who thinks alot. a gemini is easily adaptable, I guess. A sudden change in my lifestyle - I will be so not used to it, but I will adjust 2 it, I guess? duhz. Things can be over already, but smtimes just some things will cause the memory 2b dug out. So I just think.. daydream abit.... and smiles =) den carry on with life. I often wonder if e ppl who once made an impact in my life - do they stil think of me? wad do they think of when they think of me? lol..

nah enough disturbing thoughts.

Yst b4 sch I went 2 watch THE NEW POLICE STORY with boon. sia la! the movie's damn nice lors! Makes me cry in e end... so dunwan 2 cry, will ruin makeup, but sooo touching! nicholas' very very cute =p I was ooohing and ahhhing over him so much~ den his clothing identical 2 wad boon was wearing yst, so I called boon "xie ting feng!" lol .. daniel's v cool too, but he's a baddie. great movie.. loves e action packed init. ROCKS! heheh.. I did told dz I watchin movie with boon. He lk... sad sad like tis, den say he cant say much since I agreed le. I told him, boon n I just very good friends, nothin wrong.. Though I know why he will feel lk tis - he last time wun, but now lk will unhappy. But..... though last time mistake la! but now is nothin wad.. i dun find anythin wrong with a movie with friend. sigh.. nvm la. never to e extent of pissed. ahahah..

He's stil being great, though I wish he can dun work so much. wan him acc lehs.. lol. oh no!! stop!!! I dunwan sound lk angel sia! =x well.. wad I mean is.. i dunno la. somehow... I dun wanna sound lk I need him so much even though I do love him. cuz.. it makes me weak. den I will turn defeated if smth goes wrong. so.. muz be strong sia. doesnt mean ur not, angel. cuz u and ur sen sen damn stable sia! hahah.. for moi - dunno lehs. a shield ba =D dunwan be hurt!

haha.. came back 2 edit my entry. hmm.. just go ard read blog again. wahaha.. read his. sia la think again!! he asked himself, is it a crush or LIKE? I asked myself that qns - i dunno either. Did I like him in da past cuz he like me, or cuz... i really did feel e chemistry? I think it's e latter. but well... "But then if its like my DREAM gal den I let the chance slip by will I like regret my whole life?" me = dream girl? lol.. It's too late 2 think of everything now. I choose my path now & i am happy with it. Let nature take its course ba. No regrets in life.. soon time will pass and everything will be forgotten. I... will not forget cuz it's memories 2 me no one takes it away! but life goes on.. =)

Im crazy, I keep coming back 2 blog. wahahah.. lol. read blog again! ah boy de, tis time. I stunned. sigh............................... oie I hate myself. why cant I b more selfish? I have e happy endin now, so just be glad with it! den I will go and worry n hope he b happy. stupid ahqi!! ah boy..... no, dun even think abt 回到过去 sia. stop thinking. life is like this now. u cant do anything le. rmb.. u choose this path yourself..

sia la. time 2 go school..

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