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Im almost dead beat. den 12plus am we 4 of us got to do our web and tech cuz we screwed up. so we talk cock damn much. 1.50am. It's finally completed. somewad. it's putting me on e limits. this module is so risky - with tis proj - i dunwan fail. damn. all was done. finally. so left to go orh orh. he was, go and slp early ba shevon. fuck I was in e chatroom too. and Im non-existent. I knew he did all tis to make me die 1 day. and i told myself I shall not be defeated. but...... Im fucking tired. I had been ren-ing for so damn long. I dread going sch nw. I know I fuckingly was wrong. but I knew it now and I am changing. hw does he know my side of story? who knows how I felt? who knows how bad I feel when i received this total non-acknowledgement from my used-to-great friend? I know I was at fault too. i was too friendly n it became flirting. den I did nt choose him. and damn fuck i ruin a friendship.
he was sad. i knew he definitely was. and I knw how well he treated me. I knew all tis, fuck do I know. he'll make a great bf defintely. perhaps better den mine. but wads done is done. den y torture me lk that nw? who can even know how i feel? he is being unfair too! why am i to be blamed for e bad things he cultivated after my incident? his vulgar - my fault. he smokes - my fault. smoke escalates to his asthma attack - oso my fault. fuck.. is he being fair to me? fuck no one cares anw. my life is a fuck. a total mess.
*deep breath* tml will be a better day. It HAD to be. !!!!!!!!! nopes. tml is confession day. fuck. Im ruined for this week. let's hope it's not for my whole life.
no more such vulgarites. man, Im disgusted.
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